Life As I Know It

Haha it’s a play off one of my favorite phrases: ‘a fuck up or just fucked up?’.

I have officially seen Twilight, the movie, three times. First time alone, second with a friend, third with my sister (the cunt — I’m really pissed at her right now).  So this may seem like a fangirl thing. But I am here to explain why I am simply a fan-of.

1. I do not know the names to the actors/actresses.

2. I didn’t know what ‘twimoms’ was until someone told me.

3. I realize that the movie is super cheesy (exactly like the book).

4. I have not even finished the 4th book, and I’ve ben reading it since the summer (on and off, but mostly off).

5. Check out the soundtrack, I’d see the movie just for the music (I don’t have to now that I got it for Christmas though).

6. The movie has a preview to the new harry potter movie, I would pay to see the movie just to see that preview on a big screen. I never said I wasn’t a Harry Potter fangirl… (Emma Watson, Rupert Grint, Daniel Radcliffe, harrypotterfanfiction.com , ….)

7. I didn’t scream and cry like that crazy chick on youtube when I first saw the trailer.

8. I only watched the trailer twice, months apart.

9. I didn’t scream in the theatre when I first saw Edward.

10. While I do want them to make more movies, I wouldn’t die if they didn’t.

There you have it, the official I AM A FAN OF NOT A FANGIRL list. And I will leave you with a line from Full Moon by The Black Ghosts, a song on the soundtrack:

“Cause all I want is here and now but its already been and gone. Our intentions always last that bit too long. Far far away, no voices sounding, no one around me and you’re still there. Far far away, no choices passing, no time confounds me and you’re still there.”